I love to hate her but my heart really love her. I dont know why she affects me a lot. Everything she do, everything she say. I always think of her, I always love her. She light my life even to the darkest part of it. She makes me smile even I don't wanna smile. She can make my heart bit faster and slower at the time. She can be my inspiration in everything. She can be the most important part of me. I can't live without her. I can't smile without her. She's the reason why I am like this. She's the reason why I am strong, for me to protect her. Because I don't want her to be hurt. But it seems I'm one of the reason why her tears is falling. It hurts me a lot. I don't want to see her crying. I dont want to feel that she's alone coz she doesn't feel me that way. I love her so much. I really do